raising goosebumps | part 2. partly sprung

How do I make things happen? Things have been like this for too long. You see, I have been loosing myself in a different kind of dream to escape from the seasonal feelings of doubt and failing. But now, instead of running and hiding, I am putting myself upright to truly see where I am now. Aren't I a heathy person just looking at a fragile interior. Like anyone, I float between excitement and uncertainty, though it might be a bit more of a hyperawareness. It's time to start feeling warm again because there are these images from the thicket. Partly sprung, as new buds pop from their branches, I go looking seeing anew and wondering.